todae...how to describe? it started fine ya... ate breakfast, chat with wil via sms and was eating breakfast.. basically the day started fine. then went to sch for the debrief n stuff, met my classmates heard the teachers talk about further studies and stuff and i started getting alittle interested but then, reality check and priority first, i better get a job to help myself be more financially able to study. like the teacher say, it's gd to gain experience and it can help me when i study as being a mature student i can answer and apply my knowledge better in my academic performance/assignments.

asked mike to join us with the grocery shopping. he agreed. i THOUGHT shaikha was joining us of which i realised later she is not. den mike suddenly say something crop up n he cant go. terry going to gym, wendy go hm look after dogs and jeremy was very indecisive so i decided to give up asking him. then left with me and ann. i quite sian liao at that time cos like.... everybody not helpin ya? like not enthu and only me there who's bothered to plan and do all the stuff... what did i do the bbq for?? just to please myself?? no of course not. it's to help celebrate our graduation. cos i know we'll be takin diff paths frm nw and it might not be as easy to meet up in the future. so i wanna treasure the moment. haiz...

at least other friends like iman, feng, sano n bryan readily agreed. terry offered to help tml n iman too which i am glad. it's like i feel that unless i ask for help sometime no one offers to help? sian... i had to go shopping for food with ann. i am really appreciative on the fact that she at least came and help me. after the shopping she had to leave to meet her friends so i have to carry ALL the heavy stuff myself. struggled my way up and took a cab home. reach home liao called my dad to help carry all the heavy stuff up.... walk halfway then i realised i left my stupid sip internship participation cert at giants supermarket. shit man.... cos i had no hands to hold it since teacher didn't inform us say todae will give out the cert so i didn't bring bag.... den hav to rush all the way back to giants.... sian sia the whole day...